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6/12/2026 2:46 AM

Balabanobo style

IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED. I GOT MARIONETTE IN WUCKLE.

I curse Holly for her ingenious game design. Wuckle is genuinely one of the most addictive games I've ever played in all the best ways.

After two hours and fifty-fuckin-minutes at the Chimney, I have obtained The Rho.

All seriousness, I had to actually pause and stop to breathe because my heart was pumping so hard. I don't think it's ever gone that fast, even during Gael runs in DSIII.

It was so amazing that I actually wept happy tears. Straight up, no kidding. Did all that before the campaign btw. Good idea, eh?

The hardest part wasn't even getting the fucking eye, either. The hardest part was the arctic shelf/looping. The first time I got the eye I couldn't find the way up at the shelf; the second time I got cornholed by a bloodbug.

Ah~ but alas, I'm free now. I have my stars, my amazing achiement and my cosmetic.

Literally I saw the puppet and I was like "yes this is mine now." lol

Got so mad yesterday morning I almost wanted to look up a modded client LMAO. Imagine that. Unfortunately for Holly (and perhaps myself) I am quite the mule when it comes to giving up, as Brennan Lee Mulligan once said: "It'll be a cold day in hell before I go down like a fuckin' chump.

Having one of those Happy Chaos "Everything and nothing" / Metal Gear "Maybe we're not so different you and I" moments.

Holly, dear. I love your game; I despise the effect it has on me. Thank you so much for making it.

6/6/2026 3:09 AM

Please take this & run far away. Far as you can see.

You ever have that feeling of seeing someone inspirational that you just want to compliment them and the effort they put in?

Happened to me today. Saw this girl with pink hair at a meijer of all places and was compelled from her rather deep voice to say something kind.

I - of course - didn't get to; the line moves too slow for engagement. So, magically if you were this pink-haired girl reading this, you're cool.

I got a suit today - the second of my life - to use for my graduation. It's an interesting thing, I like suits though I never get them. Or wear them.

"They come runnin' just as fast as they can, 'cause every girl crazy 'bout a sharp dressed gal"

Was a remix I was thinking of, given the month.

But anyway, yeah, new album. Nothing shocking: the deconstruction, molestation and hating of love once felt that has died, whether physically or spiritually

5/27/2026

5:04

Cruising around after returning all items today, listening to "On Melancholy Hill" by Gorillaz is certainly a feeling.

Knowing the people you've seen in your life every once in a while are now (as most would say) gone is something special. One of those songs you listen to and think about how nice it'd be to live in the moment forever.

Officially graduated now. Sort of scary, honestly. Another song like that is "Hymn for a Scarecrow" by Tally Hall. 'Brings me back to riding up to a local farm for their special bread with my mom.

5:47:57 am

10/30/2025

World

1:26:48am 10/25/2025

Like Tears, In the Rain, Erased memory, all in vain.

Through tenement halls, of lightning, apalled. In waves of light, in tow, fright.

With all due process engaged, the ice freezes our beautiful face. Night of the trance, solidarity entrance.

Through the curved bells of city sky, the rain falls with heavy might. A final ring of the lulling bell, send our armies into hell. One last chance to kill the pain, assimilation inside our brains.

When the final meteor falls, through the enchanted decked halls. Water fills the flooded pores, severing memories at their core.

short poems inspired by "Like tears, in the rain."

4:41:02 7/20/2025

Stardew Valley & the Act of Acceptance

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4:28:45 6/24/2025

Acceptance

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2:56:13 6/11/2025

Yu-Gi-Oh!

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6:52:33 1/7/2025

New Year ...

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8:25:15 12/23/24

1979, Health & Guitars

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8:15:00 12/14/2024

"Our worst moments don't make us monsters"

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9:14:20 12/14/2024

Grimveil Records

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2:23:50am 12/7/2024

Champagne Supernova & Regret

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1:38:38am 12/3/2024

Seether & ARGs

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7:13:14Pm 12/2/2024

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1:14:38am 12/2/2024

Foo Fighters & ....

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